The bearable art of being ...
The world is a confusing place..no one actually knows anything much but has somehow figured how to survive. The beauty of survival and life is such that unless one makes an centrated and sincere effort to die ,the world will keep you alive. Weather that's beautiful or painful is another question. What if you do not want to survive? Amd you do not want to die? Atkeast not by your own efforts ...? What if you just wanted "not to be" ? Not to be ...in the sense that you just cease to exist...painlessly and animoysly...just dissappear for the world and even yourself. What exactly would such "not being" be ? Bliss ? Pain ? Nothing? You keep the murmur about ' aim of living " ...point of life...purpose in life...wat does these actually mean when all of this is going to end in a pile of dead matter ? Call it nihilism, fatalism whatever..calling it anything doesn't actually mean or solve anything . It just labels something and leaves it into a sma...