Pebbles...

I may not be the wisest bloke... But I am not really a fool u know... I see rains for rains as they are.. And I see the snow for snow.. I may not say a smart word today.. I may keep shut... Its another thing to be a dandy cookie.. and another thing to an observer but.. Games that people play... May not end up in joys always.. I dont want this game .. For this I really do not enjoy.. You may want to play the games... That you have always played and won.. Wont work with me ,dude for me the game is not on... You can say your sweet words .. And I will nod to same.. my mind will shake its light head.. and ponder over your words so lame.. You can thump your chest and proclaim the win.. Over wits,money and fame .. I am walking away from you .. for me its all the same.. You have lost the game with me.. It doesnt matter what you say.. you are out of my sphere , dude.. it doesnt matter what you lay.. Goodbye to your games and saccharin talk.. we will see who wins ... Who fakes a victory of lif...

It doesnt take much to break.. A word , touch or a simple shake.. Lightly put at the wrong place .. Does the mind it displace.. A crack , a tear.. a whimper of fear.. a sound .. a persona wound.. gives away to unfair wind.. questions that bind... on the precipice of thought.. of threads sold and bought.. who thinks of wat happens.. when the mind stiffens... A crash a bang ... wasnt always what rang.. Love can die a silent death.. without a funeral ,without a wreath A ceremony isnt all that one needs.. a scratch is all that bleeds...

I dont know if everyone goes through a phase in life where he/she is somewhere not interested in wat goes around. But I somehow have a strong feeling of passing through that stage where actually very little bothers me and I am really interested in a very narrow range of things... I have this feeling that somehow I am observing the world from a height where I can point out the futility of it all ...work, life ,relationships etc. Sometimes I find the seriousness of others actually puzzling. Seriousness about life ..about small things in life . sometimes I actually virtually tap them on the shoulders and say ' err why dont we grow up?".. Most things actually look petty to me nowadays. And more so when people make sweeping statements ,I feel like saying " how come u are so sure of that?". There is a certain lack of belief in any system that I find creeping inside me and instead of being scared I am quite enjoying it. The flip side of this whole expierance is that I have ...