Pebbles...

Sometimes we come across some expierances which are so honest that we wonder if its actually true ..And the basic underlying fact of honesty ironically makes it even more illusive. You want to hold it so tight that sometimes you feel it slipping rite thru your fingers ...hold it tighter and it slips faster..! I wonder if thats the beauty of it all...maybe the slippage itself is a part of the scheme of larger things..the feeling of the slip being as much a part of expierance as the sands itself..? may be ..maybe not? Who am I to comment on something thats beyond me... That expierance could be the shower of yellow flowers on a solitary tree..that expierance could be the wide blue sky..a well designed furniture..a handsome human ...fleeting foot prints on the beach or a conversation.. You want to relive it yet again and again because somehre it moved you beyond the drudgery of mundane ..you ant to relive it because somewhre you realise that life is a bit more dragging . But then that expi...

Nope its not about pursuit of Naomi Cambell ..and then it may be also. In keeping with my original goal of doing what makes me happy...I was thinking as to what is it that makes me happy?Can I put it in some format of thought? Can I build a set with it..?What are the characterisics of my hapiness?Hmm..lets list it out.. 1. Process as opposed to object- My hapiness has the characteristics of process not an object. The difference is important. Because an object has very different characteristics to that of a process in the sense that a process is dynamic while an object is static.Neither is superior but then the essence of a process is that it keeps changing shape and form and the bar keeps shifting. 2. Means - As far as my on hapiness is concerned..it shoudlnt come at the cost of someone elses. I will not as far as possible try occupying someone elses fields ..rather I will try to grow my own plants . This may seem as a rather altrusitic point till one sees it only as common sense. If ...

Why dont you keep shut? you think you are too smart? Dont ask stupid questions. There is no answer . Thats known only to God. We are not suposed to ask such questions. Wat makes u think everything has a logic? Faith and trust makes the world go around. Someday you will grow up. Why dont you get married? Marriage will reform you. You need a girl not logic. Everything cant be explained by science. Shut up.