Pebbles...

I have been in Stuttgart for almost a month. So wat do I miss in Germany? Indian Food , indian people ..indian smells...? Strangely nothing at all. I like it here . I like the way life goes on here. I like the fact that I am left alone with my books and music. I am happy that I have a choice to prepare and eat what I like ..live as I like. I love the fact that if I am not littering the streets no one is.. I love the fact that I can sit beside the frozen lake and think with my beer in hand and not get strange looks . I love the fact that there is an operational pavement for me to run for miles at end. I love the fact that the incoming car has the courtesy to let me have the right of way while jogging... I like it that I am being liked by my boss. I like it that he feels that he feels nice with an Indian around in charge. I may not deserve it..but it feels great. It feels great to be an Indian. Strangely outside India. But the best part is that there is a Bose Showroom next door and the ...

I sometimes feel that the biggest challenge in life is not to know what "women want" but to know wat u urself want. What gives you pleasure and wat can be the source of greatest sadness for you. ..? what keeps you alive ..? what makes you wat u are...? and finally wat do u want to be? What gives you the courage to stand alone..stand alone and take it on your chest...? How often do i ask myself..what kind of a guy am i? The reason i am gettin these kind of weird thoughts is that marriage is looming large on my head and i am shit scared . I am shit scared because I dont seem to meet any of the requirements of a "marriage worthy guy". I mean it seems that I am not designed to "care and share". And although surprisingly I get along with kids I never had any desire to have mine and deal with the piss and shit..!! People try to convince me that marriage isnt that bad ...I have failed in trying to convince people(read parents) that its not that I am afraid of mar...

I really loved the lyrics of this Jagjit Singh Song aadamii aadamii ko kyaa degaa jo bhii degaa vahii Khudaa degaa meraa qaatil hii meraa munsib hai kyaa mere haq men faisalaa degaa zindagii ko kariib se dekho isakaa cheharaa tumhen rulaa degaa hamse puchho dostii kaa silaa dushmanon kaa bhii dil hilaa degaa ishq kaa zahar pii liyaa 'Faakir' ab masiihaa bhii kyaa davaa degaa Doesnt matter if you dont share my sentiments...